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Friday, October 06, 2006
@ Friday, October 06, 2006
i couldn't take it anymore. i broke down in the bathroom. and i couldn't stop. haha i kept telling myself that if i continue crying, i'll just end up being at maria's with red puffy and uglyyyy eyes, but i still can't stop. it's been a real long time since i've cried so hard. im feeling really good now. because i've let it all out. perhaps i'm just overly sensitive, i don't know. and at this point, i don't care. i'm not as strong as how people think, in fact, i crumble ever so easily. but i still try to hold on so many times, yet this time, i can't anymore. i hate you so so much. i hate you, really. yet beneath this hate, there is such a strong love. and i cannot deny this love i hold for you. i don't know why this year must be a turning point for us, i don't want to let go of whatever we've been through. then again, i don't hate you. maybe it's because i just love you so much that i'm having too high an expectation of you. i want you, and i desperately need your word of assurance at times. can you even sense it? i think we need to find a new way to communicate, because i'm more of a stranger to you now. i'm not involving you in my life anymore, but don't worry, i'll bring you back in. simply because i love you. i'll bring you back into my life.. |
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