It wasn't easy for this day to come, and believe me, I never expected it to come so soon. Yes, I've cried and teared and felt upset, but eventually reality sinks in. It's been a good long 4 years together, and we've really gone through all kinds of shit. From Pahang to SSS to school-life to Prom to sleepovers to.. just about everything. Our lives have been so entwined because of all that's going on. Now that it's at this point, all we can do is just to look back to the memories. A couple more hours and she'll be over at America, to start a new life. Life goes on for all of us, and it will be a new chapter for many for us out here, who are so close to her. We can never say that it's easy, but we'll try. The worst thing to do now is to try and hold on to the past and hope that 'she is still here', but let's just smile and let her go, and be happy. Yes my dearest, you will be missed, and i love you so very much. Remember that we've got to be BFFs forever! :] I love you always :D