I'm drinking tea now and suddenly the whole year is playing like a film in my head.. Everything seems to be so far away now, and it really doesn't feel like a new year is coming. I only realised that Christmas was nearing like a week before the actual day? I feel like such a loser :/

This year didn't start off so badly. I got into SAJC and was in netball and I was happy, until I realised that I'm really tired about waking up at 430am in the morning, ending training at 10pm, and having victor drive me back at 11pm. It made me so drained, and I disliked the whole curriculum. I felt like it's just a whole ton of studying in such a way that doesn't appeal, and so I backed out after two months or so. And started hanging around Kovan house :D I went into Early Childhood (hey don't laugh!) eventually, met many nice people! Although it was very much like a girls' school. I did 4 jobs within the span of a year - Coffee Bean after Os, Orange Tee with Alina, a full(part)time job during my 2 months break, and this current one because I have too much time to spare. Amazing. And I actually earned almost 2k$ within one half months during that full-time job, which made me feel, like I've really grown up :]

So this year doesn't feel productive in a way I'd really like, although I have gone through quite a bit.. Seeing Maria off to America, meeting up with Jayne so less often due to clashing schedules, losing touch with netballers (cough sylvia, where's the gatherings?), making really good friends like xy shan and brenda, and really getting to experience this world first-hand, when I am out working and in society. It was all a good experience, but if I'm made to think back as to what is really the essence of it all, I really have no reply. Sigh, and I will have school till 3pm on 31st (the last day of the year, just imagine!) and school will end in February. Yes I am getting my 2 months break soon, now ask me again, what do I actually do in school?